My
reading for this week was Bavelas (1987): Permitting creativity in science. For
some reason, this reading reminded me of Max Ehrmann’s Desiderata. It
seems to me that Bavelas is encouraging a more “wholesome" approach to
research in a similar way to Ehrmann’s outlining of a way we might best live.
Both see the need for gentleness
with ourselves and others in the process of work and living. Similarly, both
pieces note that we need to have faith in ourselves and in the value of what we
are doing so that we can keep focused on that which is of most importance.
The
Bavelas reading was essentially a description of dos and don’ts with regard to
how we approach our research. This is not presented as a prescriptive list, but
rather a guide to how we might pace our research process so that our inchoate
thoughts might be given the opportunity to germinate. Bavelas emphasizes the
fragility of our ideas and our creativity; that these need to be nurtured and
cared for so that they might grow into something more fully formed. I see this
approach as being like how one might care for a plant; carefully tending to its
needs as it grows, from seed to seedling, and from to young plant to adult
plant. We can’t hurry this process; all we can do is provide the right
conditions and patiently allow for the natural process to take place.
For
Bavelas, research is also a natural process (“full of passion, fumbling and
disorderly” p. 308) that we can’t rush. She explains that our research, in the
early stages, should not be dismissed as unimportant, pigeonholed into the
existing literature, or belittled as insignificant, sterilized through applying
statistics and that we need to allow time in the early stages for our thoughts
and ideas to develop. She suggests we might do this by keeping an open mind to
what we are hoping to learn, to look for similarities and patterns in our
examples, to take an archaeological approach (working slowly to reveal what
lies beneath what we discover), and to maintain an independence in our thinking
by allowing our research to find a place within a usable schema/ class/model.
The focus
on gentleness and nurturing our ideas, as if they were in physical organic
form, is something that gave me pause. As a first-year grad student, I have
found myself dismissing my ideas and questioning my own ability to create
something of worth in light of the, seemingly, more competent people around me.
These symptoms of Imposter
Syndrome feed directly into the don’ts Bavelas outlines and cut us off from
the possibility of having our ideas take root; these doubts and fears salt the
earth of our creativity so that nothing can grow.
Another
‘stop’ for me was the lines “when you do not know about bird songs, you seldom
hear them…” but when we are involved in our research, “…[everything] becomes
full of exactly what it is I am currently interested in” p. 318. This puts into
words that feeling when we are living within our research, with an openness and
receptiveness to making connections and relationships, so that we can see new possibilities
and avenues for exploration. There’s a kind of excitement here; like seeing new
shoots appear on a plant, these new ideas represent a healthy and growing
exploration of what we are interested in. It happens organically, growing from
one seed, with unity, rather than being connected like different Lego blocks
which fit together but may not belong together.
Lastly,
the line “I always want to be right (first choice) but, if not, then at least
wiser (second choice)” p. 321 is a takeaway from this piece. There is value in
the research process itself and not just in the “deliverable” which could well
turn out very different to how we anticipated.
What a beautifully written post Kieran! I truly enjoyed it, and felt the importance of the natural creativity process (of research).
ReplyDeleteI agree with your takeaway, “I always want to be right, but if not, then at least wiser”- which to me presents an element of humility I think a researcher needs to practice. It seems that what is right, or what is true can change. So one may be right at some point and then wrong at another. Or even the possibility of just being completely wrong. In our society we don’t nurture failure enough. I keep telling myself I want to be ok with failure, but it’s one thing to say and another to wholeheartedly practice.
Which leads me to my final thought. Although I agree with embracing the natural process of creativity, and allowing room for failure, these processes call for limitless time. I wonder how to balance this with the norms of our society that promote deadlines and budgets.
How does a researcher navigate between the creative process and the expectations placed on them? I’m sure this is an obvious question, but feel hearing different perspectives is important.
Hi Kieran,
ReplyDeleteThank you for your post! There are two things in your reflection impressed me a lot. The first thing is that you mentioned the symptoms of Imposter Syndrome, I do believe lots of people in the first year of graduate school have this problem. In order to get psychological comfort, they would like to find someone who has same problems and obstacles. They always think people are more successful than others is because they are more talented. Their efforts often be ignored.
The second thing is that you mentioned “I always want to be right, but if not, then at least wiser”. When we start our research, we always feel very confident and ambitious, as things go on, we will meet some obstacles as well as challenges, and we will face some doubts and might need to change something we believed. people are not always right, but they could be wiser to change or revise their choices.
Hi Kieran,
ReplyDeleteThanks for introducing the concept imposter syndrome. The same as a first year grad student, I have been in the similar situation several times. When I was a teacher in a high school, I always encouraged my students to come to me whenever they have questions. But now as a grad student, I found sometimes the same logic does not apply. When we have questions or new ideas, we would be benefited more if we do a little bit research by ourselves before or after resorting to teachers. Of course, I still believe teachers' opinions are very important. As a result, I am trying to find a balance between experts' opinion and my own critical thinking.
Hi Kieran,
ReplyDeleteWhat an intriguing and interesting article it is. Your comment on “Bavelas emphasizes the fragility of our ideas and our creativity; that these need to be nurtured and cared for so that they might grow into something more fully formed.” is inspiring but also hard to fulfill. In today’s work, too much emphasis has been given to the final result, the productivity, and the efficiency. People care more about the final outcome rather than the process. Even for me, I find it is difficult to find time to sit back, reflect, think, cultivate my mind, and feel myself living in the world because I am so occupied everyday with too many tasks. I feel that slowing down was not even an option. As a researcher, what and how we could do to encourage ourselves to care and nurture our ideas and researth?